Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary weekday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain erupted behind my one eye. This was followed by quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically start with intense pain around one eye that persists up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically start with sudden, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts during bouts; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described throughout history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest unusual treatments for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In 1998, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Neurologists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misunderstood her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.
Official guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some individuals.
But leading specialists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a